Recovery from lumbar spinal fusion to fix a collapsed disc on the heels of breast cancer surgery and radiation and at the beginning of hormone therapy 0/10 – don’t recommend, very difficult. The support of remarkable family, friends, co-workers, and health care providers during this journey (especially on this #CancerSurvivorsDay my mom Amy Hughes, a stage 3 breast cancer survivor herself for 27 years) 10/10 priceless.
Health issues like this are humbling, and to paraphrase Zoe Neale Hurston, there are periods in your life that ask questions and periods that answer. This one has a lot of questions. In December, looking down the barrel of what was coming, I decided that my word of 2025 would be “reframe.” I was thinking of my late father, who was a perennial optimist. He always saw the best in every situation, and tried to get me, often an anxious overthinker, to see it too. I’ll drop in another quote (Hemingway): “The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.”
Strengthening the broken place is hard; recovery is two steps forward and one step back and full of frustrations. But, to reframe: I was able to support the interfaith nutrition network (INN, one of my parents’ favorite charities); the Port Washington Public Library, where I’m on FOL – The Friends of the Port Washington Public Library board and various local causes – all in sneakers and measured movements and more rest than I would like.
I spent my birthday in the hospital, and appreciate all of the birthday wishes – a very belated thank you for those. And of course thanks to my adorable little nieces (and their parents) who make it easier to keep the smiles in the frame and who keep me young. I am facing 48 with a (literal) spine of steel!